"Kaiven's Song of Life" ....a journey from pain to bliss

 

  AND THAT LED TO....

 

I remember biting my fingernails at age three

and that led to nervousness and anxiety growing up

and that led to feeling flawed and defective

and that led to wanting to find out why

and that led to two illegal personal relationships and breakups

and that led to marriage and three daughters

and that led to divorce and a new beginning

and that led to many more jobs and trainings

and that led to another illegal personal relationship

and that led to smoking pot leaves and discovering my right hemisphere

and that led to developing my apple/orange construct

and that led to no relation commitment

and that led to a traumatic breakup

and that led to brain change

and that led to balancing and integrating my brain without pot

and that led to discovering life priorities

and that led to graduate school

and that led to discovering more personal identities

and that led to eliminating all conditioning and baggage

and that led to moving to the Oregon forest

and that led to recognizing how humans evolved

and that led to feeling "ahead of my time"

and that led to wanting to be isolated in Nature

and that led to eliminating all my personal identities

and that led to discovering my emotional fear/terror of people

and that led to forgiving everyone, including myself

and that led to Mooji's you tubes and him validating my inner joy and freedom

and that led to recognizing past big emotional traumas

and that led to eliminating my shame and fear

and that led to loving myself and others

and that led to sharing my knowledge, love and wisdom

 

 

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